Hannah?!

You think i'm dancing alone in my kitchen..

But in fact  i'm dancing with the Lord.

EW. How can you be religious? Really, I just don't grasp it.

It's simple. I believe in God, I believe He sent His son to die for my mistakes, failures, and shortcomings. I believe in the gospel of Jesus Christ because I've experienced its life-changing power first hand. At the same time, I can see why you have a hard time with it. There's a lot of ugly things that "religion" has done to our world, a lot of things I'd never stand for. Religion can be just as ugly as the world we inhabit. I simply and completely believe humans are in need of redemption because of their obvious inability to be completely and thoroughly good. I believe in God and I believe that because we exist that He loves us enough to save us from ourselves.

I understand this may not be the best explanation, but it's incredibly hard to sum it up over the internet. So I apologize for that.

At the same time, I'd love to get to know what you believe.
It's not all about what I have to say.

Study makes me want too..

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Behind these eyes there is something trying to come out.. 

Trying to express themselves like no one else.

Trying to be an individual.

Trying to be more than just eyes, tits and legs.

Trying to say i love you.

An inspirational dude.

i heard there was a secret chord 

that david played and it pleased the lord 

but you don't really care for music, do you 

well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth 

the minor fall and the major lift 

the baffled king composing hallelujah 

hallelujah... 

well your faith was strong but you needed proof 

you saw her bathing on the roof 

her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you 

she tied you to her kitchen chair 

she broke your throne and she cut your hair 

and from your lips she drew the hallelujah 

hallelujah... 

baby i've been here before 

i've seen this room and i've walked this floor 

i used to live alone before i knew you 

i've seen your flag on the marble arch 

but love is not a victory march 

it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah 

hallelujah... 

well there was a time when you let me know 

what's really going on below 

but now you never show that to me do you 

but remember when i moved in you 

and the holy dove was moving too 

and every breath we drew was hallelujah 

well, maybe there's a god above 

but all i've ever learned from love 

was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you 

it's not a cry that you hear at night 

it's not somebody who's seen the light 

it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah 

hallelujah... 

The Lord is my everything. Cant you see that!? He has changed my life in so many whys and i cant thank him enough for allowing me and accepting me into his kingdom. My friends back home think church is for gay's and think Christian's cant have fun BUT boy o boy i have never been so happy before in my 16 years of my life. I'm finally enjoying life, why cant they just accept that. I'm not a bitch anymore, i don't go get wasted and go get with guys because they say i'm beautiful, when actually they are saying suck my dick! I respect myself now, i'm a new person and if you cant accept that then i don't think your meant to be in my life. 
Its really unbelievable how much you can change by actually believing in something! I don't drink, i don't go around looking for guys anymore, i don't swear anymore. I'm confident, i'm proud, i'm happy, i don't regret my past anymore, i look back and thank God that he was with me the whole time and thats why certain things didn't happen like losing my virginity to my boyfriend on 2 years, God was there with me, he was there making sure i was OK and making me stronger when he was trying to force me into bed. THAT WAS GOD!
In my church recently we had a thing called 24hour prayer - which is the building of our church was open for 24 hours for 7 days and there was always someone in there praying, drawing, listening to music, having a good old time. And this year i got SO much out of it, i went 3 times and i felt like all i was asked to do was so thank God for everything he has done in my life because i have never really sat down and thanked him for stuff you know.. So this is what i wrote


"O'Lord, heaven so high. I am sorry for my past, present and future mistakes. How can someone so wonderful like you just love me no matter what?! I never really can get my head around that but just knowing that you are my father i never really had in my life is so awesome because no longer do i fell unloved but i also never feel alone. When i'm having the darkest days now i always feel your presents with me and thats the most amazing feeling. I think 2010 24?7 prayer for me is to thank you for my life and my journey with you so fat. Its been simply wonderful. I have changed for the great of everyone and i want to thank you for that because without your love in my life i would be drinking, sleeping around with dudes and just not enjoying life as i should. Bless your Lord, blessed to be the name of the Lord. Thank you for being my everything! I feel like i don't talk to you enough and just thank you for sending your son to save me - Your mercy saved me, your mercy made me whole. Thank you for all the people you have blessed me with! Specially Elliot and Justine Lord. lord i pray that you love and YOU, yourself would be in mine and Elliot's relationship and if this is what you have planned for us, i thank you for blessing me with him. Ive never had a guy treat me as well as he does and i never want to lose that but if its not what you want then i'm happy to give it up all for you Lord. I also want to pray over that you are always with him and you make sure he is safe when he is on tour Lord. And Justine Lord, she is in a rough patch in her life and i just want to pray you can make her happy without her happy pills. She means the world to me and it hurts me to see her like that. Thank you Lord for EVERYTHING! Oh how great are you! WOOWOWWEEWAA! I love you too bits Lord. Amen!"

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JESUS IS LIFE!

I FINALLY FOUND MY SUNSHINE!

Be My Everything!

 GOD IN MY LIVING
THERE IN MY BREATHING
GOD IN MY WAKING
GOD IN MY SLEEPING

GOD IN MY RESTING
THERE IN MY WORKING
GOD IN MY THINKING
GOD IN MY SPEAKING

BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING

GOD IN MY HOPING
THERE IN MY DREAMING
GOD IN MY WATCHING
GOD IN MY WAITING

GOD IN MY LAUGHING
THERE IN WEEPING
GOD IN MY HURTING
GOD IN MY HEALING

CHRIST IN ME
CHRIST IN ME
CHRIST IN ME THE HOPE THE GLORY
BE MY EVERYTHING

CHRIST IN ME
CHRIST IN ME
CHRIST IN ME THE HOPE THE GLORTY
BE MY EVERYTING

BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING
BE MY EVERYTHING

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING